Post-EOS

Ah yeah! My semester 5 EOS is finally over!!! Words can't describe my feeling now, it's complicated I don't know why. Sem 5 was really a crazy and stressful semester for us, it's killing my liver, my body, my soul. I went through endless countless sleepless, frustrated, depressed, anxiety days to cope with those hectic workload. Sometimes I wished I could escape from all these a few days just few days. This semester passed too quickly, I was so busy until I didn't realize it was already end of the semester. I felt like I just live like a lifelessness robot, I didn't know how I was able to pass through those days. Anyhow, no matter I did badly or worst, I still did it! All I hope is just pass this semester. That's enough.

Throwback to the last day of EOS, nothing is happier than the moment I put down my pen on the last paper, forgot about the clueless questions which I have no idea what am I writing about. Finally everything is OVER! Just like our tradition of previous semester, a must OOTD class photo before we left. However, we didn't took any group photo of ourselves as most of them were rushing for meeting, how sad am I ...  

CNY is coming in less than one week time. It's like finally I could rest well to recover myself - physical, social and mental health. I have so much things to do during these holidays. Forget about research and other stuff, just let me relax and enjoy my break first. 

I knew next semester will be more stressful than this as it'll be be our last semester in IMU before we go for placement. After new year, I'll be going for data collection for my research as well. The time we spent together is getting lesser and precious before we separate. I don't have confident that we will be given the same place for placement, maybe the worst none at all. Let's pray! Life is going on, I keep moving on. One step closer to my dream, but are you sure is that really what you want? 

“ 我肯定成为不了那个最好的人，但是我会成为最好的我。

我是我，不似别人。最好的我，是做好自己的我。”

I may not be perfect, but I will be the best Me that you can never be.